"Cut down on the caffeine? But I love chocolate coffee. I drink it almost everyday..."
Doctor Clark seemed to be raising his voice. "No! You should to try to drink as less coffee as possible. It can cause birth defects in the baby. THAT'S BAD!"
She looked down at one of the booklets in her hand. 'How to be a good Mom,' it read. It almost brought tears to her eyes. "Okay. No coffee. What else? When will my stomach get noticeably big?" She need to know this because she needed to know when to start hiding it from Justin. IF she kept it a secret that long.
Doctor Clark almost chuckled, but he didn't because of the sad look Kim had on her face. Tears. Baby tears were steaming down it. "You will probably start showing in a month or so. You are so tiny though. So, it's kind of unpredictable when you will start showing. Miss are you o-okay? Maybe you should get some rest. Stress can cause complications in pregnancy, and you look stressed."
She looked up to meet eyes with the doctor. "I'm...fine." She wiped her eyes and started laughing. "I just can't believe this." She stood up and slammed her fist on his desk. "I'VE MESS UP SO BAD THAT YOU, OR ANYONE WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! I'VE MESSED UP BAD! THERE IS NO WAY OUT! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?" She pounded her fist against the desk again. "WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? I'M NOT A RESPONSIBLE PERSON. I'M GOING TO BE A HORRIBLE MOTHER. AND I'M GOING TO FUCK EVERYTHING UP FOR JUSTIN."
The doctor walked over to her and placed his arms on her shoulders. He put semi pressure on them, and that cause her to end up sitting in a leather chair. "Kim,why are you blaming yourself for this? You are not the only one that messed up. You should concentrate on positive things now. You are right, there is no way out of you pregnancy now. You have passed the time period of being able to get an abortion. You need to start CARING for yourself. Think GOOD. Not BAD. If you keep on like you are you are going to have a miscarriage. LOVE yourself. LOVE your baby."
His voice was so gentle and soft it made Kim cry harder. What he said was right. She needed to realize she messed up and move on. She had a baby on the way now. Miscarriage? She would hate herself even more if she had one.
She had found it easier to just walk way from situations she felt uncomfortable in. She was feeling uncomfortable so she gathered her things to leave. "I will love my baby. I do love my baby. I'll be seeing you on the third of January doctor." She nodded and tried to look stronger.
Kim walked out of the hospital crying. She leaned against her car. The weather in Florida was much nicer than that of California, it was breezy but she didn't need a jacket for warmth. Still she could not get over her exam. That was partially the problem with her non stop crying. She never had anything like it done to her, and she was still scared from it. Then the thought of that brought up other thoughts...labor.
A person that was walking to their car stared at her, and her ring. She immediately got into her Lexus and started it up.
She beat her head against the staring wheel. "What am I going to DO? What have I done to you? You poor little baby. You don't deserve to have such a stupid mother...you do not want to be in this world right now."
She developed enough sense to pull out of the parking lot and drove off. As she drove, she still could NOT stop crying.
When she pulled into Justin's driveway. Her eyes widened, because she was surprised to see, Justin made it home earlier than he was suppose to. She grabbed her informative booklets and looked at the front door. Her plan was to walk straight into the house, go upstairs and put the booklets away; somewhere Justin wouldn't find them. As soon as she walked into the house Justin was standing in her view.
"Hey baby girl. Made it home...What's wrong? What's with the tears?"
She put the one hand behind her back, and hid the evidence of her secret. "Justin...your home early." She said nervously. She truly wished he wasn't walking up to her.
"Why are you ALWAYS crying, girl? What is WRONG?"
"I had a doctor appointment today. The check up was, THE MOST HORRIBLE THING EVER." She drew attention to herself and cried harder. This was a good thing, because it was taking the attention from her hand behind her back.
He pulled her close and she cried against his chest. "Why was it the most horrible thing ever? What kind of check up?"
She looked up at him with innocence and shook her head. "You don't wanna know. He saw me, Justin. No one has ever SAW me like that. You don't want to know where his hands were. I was so SCARED."
Justin let he go and his eyes widened. "Ohhhhhh. Oh no. That's pretty bad." He looked down at her. "That kind of check up? I feel sorry for you, baby. You okay?" He attempted to wipe her eyes.
"Yeah. It was scary...It was weird." She sniffled.
"Well, what the heck did you get it done for? I would have went with you if you would have TOLD me about it."
"I got it done because I just wanted to." That was a lie. "It's GOOD to know EVERYTHING is okay with your body. I forgot to tell you about it. Oh well, it's over now."
Justin placed her hair behind her ear. "That's true.... what are you trying to hide from me?" He asking seductively. "What's behind your back?"
She started to step backwards, but she kept her eyes on Justin. Watching his every movement.
"Oh are you playing hard to get?" She backed away quicker; taking bigger steps. He thought he could catch her and took off after her. Kim immediately caught on to his speed and she ran. She ran up the stairs and into the bedroom in enough time to lock the door. She hid the booklets on her side of the closet, deep into the unknown clothes wilderness.
When she walked back out of the closet Justin was standing across the room with his arms crossed. He scared the living daylights out of her. She held her heart in fright. "Never try to lock a man on of his own room." He winked and showed her the credit card he was holding in his hand. "Now what is this all about?" He asked seriously.
She had to do something. She had to think and think fast. Other wise she was busted. "Oh Justin, you just ruined it. I was coming up here to get all sexy for you. We are ALONE you know...and I thought I would come up here and change into something appropriate...something...LESS."
He turned his head away from her and looked at the wall like he couldn't believe his ears. "You didn't answer my question..."
He wasn't falling for it. She looked around the room trying to find away out of the situation. She walked back into the closet and she looked frantically, for anything. Something she wouldn't normally wear.
"What the hell am I doing?" She asked herself and she looked down at the bright red, tight fitting, revealing, too short, too cut in certain places dress. She walked out of the closet with her eyes closed. She opened them. Justin had is back to her and he was pacing.
"Kim why do I have the feeling you are hiding something from me? What do I...I...I...I...I...I...I." Speechless. He couldn't say any more when he looked at her.
"Justin, I told you, you ruined it. You've been a bad boy. So, no play for you." She walked across the room close to where he was standing and waved her finger back and forth. "That's what you get for UNLOCKING THE DOOR."
His mouth was moving and it looked like he was talking but sound wasn't coming out of it.
She walked up close to him and looked him up and down. "What's the matter, honey? Cat GOT your tongue?" She rubbed her body against his and then lick his neck and chin in one try. "I'm going to eat a popsicle, too bad you can't COME."
Then she just walked away. Right out of the bedroom door and left. Justin couldn't believe her.
He was slowly walking downstairs. He didn't want to, but his hormones took over him. Sure enough Kim was sitting on a bar stool eating a popsicle. "Y-you are...so wrong. You did NOT have to put that dress on."
She laid her popsicle down on the wrapper, which was on the counter. She switched over to Justin and placed her hands on his chest. "I DID have to put this dress on." Every detail in his lips were perfect.
He shook his head.
"Yeah. Next time don't chase me. I think you've been punished enough." She balled his shirt up in her fist and snatched his lips down to hers. It was all he wanted or needed. A kiss from her. The most earth shattering, brain burning, intense and sweet kiss he ever received from her.
His eyes were bubbly and they shown with satisfaction. "Oh wow thanks, Kim. I needed that. Your lips are so..." He walked into the living room and sat down with a sigh. He was so happy. She made him so happy.
Kim had finally got his mind away from what she was hiding. She picked her popsicle back up, she put the wrapper back over it and stuck it back in the freezer to eat later. She started getting upset again. After what had happened at the doctor office she was a different person. She reminded herself she had a baby in her stomach. She was three months pregnant because she had made a stupid mistake and the baby's father was sitting on the couch all gooey-eyed over a kiss. She walked up stairs and took the skimpy dress off. She was so much more comfortable in shorts and a stretchy tank. She could not stop looking at her stomach, she notice that she was constantly looking at her stomach, wondering if in a few minutes time it had grown a little. In the mirror she turned her body side to side trying to imagine her stomach hanging over.
Justin walked into the room with a bright smile on his face. When Kim saw him she laid down on the bed on her side and just stared into space.
She obviously wasn't in a good mood so he laid on the bed too, but way on the edge on his side. What was with her mood swings? And why were they laying in bed in the middle of the day?
As Justin almost drifted to sleep from his deep thoughts, Kim pounced on him. "Justin. I want you so bad, Justin." She kissed him in the muscle of his neck. "I want you, Justin." She whispered against his ear. Then she crammed her tongue down his throat. Justin almost gagged but his body adjusted to the deepness of the kiss.
He turned his head to the side to break the kiss and the tension. "What in the world are you doing, Kim? Just a minute ago you were..." She was trying to unbuckle is pants. He stopped her. "What are you doing?"
You dummy this is how you messed up in the first place.
She looked around the room in embarrassment and then got off of Justin and took her place on her side of the bed. "I'm sorry." She whispered with her hand touching her stomach.
He shifted himself closer to her and he placed his hand on her shoulder. Just for comfort.
"No...don't." She warned him. His hand relaxed on her shoulder. "JUSTIN! You never listen to me. I said NO! DON'T TOUCH ME!" She turned her body to face him and she hit him.
"Okay..." He scolded. "You better not start this abuse shit again. You know what Kim? After all this time, I still don't understand you. One second your telling me off, the next your jumping on me. And now your back to the HITTING phase? You JUST HIT ME, Kim. Do you realize that?"
She felt so bad, but she was also mad at him. She had NO right to treat him badly though. It wasn't like he knew she was pregnant. She rubbed his arm, and tried to rid the throbbing pain in it. "I'm sorry, Justin. Please forgive me." She rolled over and positioned her body on top of him. Within seconds they were kissing deeply. His lips were so addicting and persuasive she was craving him.
KIM YOUR PREGNANT GIRL AND HE DOESN'T KNOW!
"Uh Justin, stop. I can't." She shook her head and got off of him. "I can't. You know the the doctor thing and all. I can't."
He wrapped his arm around her waist. "Okay. Fine with me. I don't want to hurt you in any way." And he gently placed kissed on any portion of her upper body that was bare. He didn't know he was touching the place where his child was growing.
Kim walked down the side walk that led to Griffin's house. She could have drove to his house but she needed the exercise. She huffed when she made it to the door. She really felt pregnant now. Normally she wouldn't be out of breath from just walking. Before she could even knock on the door Griffin opened it up. "Come on in, Kim." He smiled brightly and opened the door.
"Hey G. Long time no see." She walked to his living room and took a seat.
"Yeah. Two weeks. So, what have you been up too?"
She didn't answer him.
"Okay, something is wrong." He said looking at her face closely.
"Yeah." She said testing the movement of her hands.
"Something is very wrong." He said scratching his head. "Care to talk about it?"
She crossed her legs because it gave her something to do. "I can't. I haven't told anyone about it. This is something MAJOR, Griffin. Sorry I can't talk about it." Kim let out a pathetic laugh and continued to look at her hands.
"Oh my God." His facial expression looked as if he detected something. "Kim are you..."
She nodded because she could tell he knew.
"Pregnant?" He knew, but said the word anyway. He stared at her stomach.
She looked at Griffin and became smothered by her tears. "Your a psychic." She whispered.
He jumped up from the chair he was sitting in. "Y...I...K...E...S!" He took a seat on the sofa by her. "And Justin doesn't know?"
She looked back down at her hands. "Nope."
"WOW, Kim. Why are you sitting here telling me this? You should be telling HIM." He placed his hand on hers.
"I didn't tell you, you guessed." She was embarrassed about being pregnant in a way. She was embarrassed because people know how a person gets pregnant.
"Wow, Kim. I'm shocked. How far along are you?"
She gathered enough courage to look into his eyes. "Three months."
He jumped to his feet for the second time. "THREE MONTHS? DANG!"
She rubbed her temples. "I know Griffin. I know. You don't have to shove it in my face."
He sat back down and felt bad for being almost dramatic. "No, I didn't mean it like that...Uh can I see? Can I see your stomach?"
He already knew, she might as well go ahead and show him her stomach. She pulled up her shirt briefly and pulled her skirt down a little. "Can you tell? When you look at it can you tell I'm pregnant?"
His eyes stared blankly at her stomach. "No, I can't tell. Your stomach is as flat as a board. You have a very sexy stomach." He smiled.
She shoved his shoulder playfully. "What would Justin say about that remark?"
His eyebrow raised. "What would Justin say about you being pregnant?"
Her smile turned into a complete frown and she took a deep breath. "You BETTER NOT tell him."
He wouldn't tell. He wasn't crazy enough to do that. "I'm not...so you really have a life in there. Amazing." He looked at her stomach more closely trying to imagine the baby. "When are you going to tell him?"
She pulled her shirt back down. "I don't know when I am going to tell him. I do know I am going to be a horrible mother."
Griffin stood up and couldn't help but to still stare at her stomach. "No you won't. You and Justin will be great parents. Your great people. You even go to that doctor to help your anger problems."
She sighed and looked around the room. "SHIT! Oh great. That reminds me. I forgot to go see Doctor Nathan yesterday. Damn. I totally forgot." She walked to the door, and looked back. "Griffin, I don't know why I came over... I need to go though. Don't tell anyone about what you know."
He nodded. "I won't, Kim."
She placed her hand on the door knob.
"Kim, let me drive you home. It won't take too long. Your pregnant. You don't need to be on your feet that much."
She cracked a smile and was happy he offered. "Okay, that would be very cool of you."
"Be right back. I gotta get my keys."
"You should come in." Kim told Griffin.
"Okay, just for a minute though."
The both walked up the walkway to Justin's house. Kim opened the door and Griffin followed her inside.
"Kim? Is that you?" Justin asked coming into the living room to see who his company was. "Griffin! HEY!" They did some hand shake thing that Kim would never be able to do.
"Hey Justin. I just stopped by to say hi." He looked over at Kim who was keeping quiet.
"Cool. Cool. You know what? I'm glad you came. You see I got this new cell phone and it's suppose to have voice activated dialing...but I can get it to work. I know you can help me out with it." He nudged him. "Right?"
Kim trailed off. Justin and Griffin were so 'busy' talking they didn't recognize she was there. She walked upstairs and just laid on the bed thinking. She was just thinking about her baby. She was thinking about what she was going to do when it came time to tell Justin.
Justin walked into the room, it had been a mere hour since she had sat down on the bed, and she was thinking so deeply and seriously time flew by like a bird..
"Hey." He said laying down next to her. "You sure have been quiet." He kissed her on the head, and then put his hand on her leg.
"Well I didn't want to interrupt you and Griffin's 'guy' time." She looked over at him and when she saw his facial expression she smiled.
He smiled because she smiled, and then he chuckled and looked down. "Would you like to do something today?"
He put her hand in his hand. "Sure. Something like what?"
He shrugged. "Oh, I don't know. Why don't we just take a walk on the beach? I wanna just be with you, baby girl."
She giggled and moved closer to him. "You, just wanna be with me?"
He nodded and then kissed her lips and then smiled against them. "I want you to be my wife."
Kim kiss him on the nose. "I will be your wife."
He took the kissing to the next level and kissed her on the neck. "I want you to be with me forever. I want YOU to be the mother of my children."
Her heart sunk and she felt like she was going to throw up. She got off of the bed and stretched. "Okay. I need to put my bikini on...like now."
They left their foot prints behind them as they walked hand and hand in the soft sand of the beach.
"I love you so much, Justin." Kim said stopping and wrapping her arms around him.
"And I love you." He sat down in the sand and pulled her arm and forced her to sit too. "Do you know where we are?" He kissed her over the lid of her eye.
She was so happy to be with him and in love with him. "Yeah we are at the beach."
He put his finger under her chin and kissed her lips. "No. This is the same exact place I kissed you for the first time." He really loved the little things about her. He loved how she would moan slightly when he kissed her.
She broke away. "Yeah...you were my first kiss. I remember this spot." They kissed a little while more, then broke away from each other at the same time. "The beach is empty." Kim said with hyper voice.
"I know. I like it this way. Just you and me." He used his finger to point at her and then himself. A silent moment fell over them, and that created tension. "Kim...I want you to name ten things you love. Ten things. They can be anything."
She laid back in the sand, and even though she probably shouldn't have been, Kim laid on her stomach and placed her arm over his chest. "Ten things I love? Hummm. Good question. One, I love you. Two, I love clothes. Three, I love you. Four, I love Chanel lip glosses. Five, did I mention I love you?"
Justin laughed and his laugh was so cute and catchy she laughed too. She reached over and kissed his jumpy from laughing lips. "Ok seriously. Six, I love living with you. Seven, I love you. Eight, I love my car, hell I like Lexus' in general. Nine I love you, and ten..."
He put his fingers to her lips to quiet her. "Let me guess...chocolate. Your a chocolate freak."
She giggled. "Yup. I am. I admit to being one."
Justin put his hand on her hand, which was on his chest. "Yes, you REALLY are a chocolate freak. I didn't take it seriously, until you ate that whole box of chocolate doughnuts by yourself a while back." He pause for a second thinking she was going to say something, but she didn't so he continued. "Of course after you ate them all you threw them back up, because you made yourself sick. That's all you do Kim, cry, throw up, and eat chocolate." He started laughing because he thought it was funny, but she didn't think it was all that funny, so she remained silent. "What?" He asked confused by the look she was giving him.
She refused to get mad at his words. What he said was innocent, no harm done. "Oh uh, nothing, I was just wondering, what are ten things YOU love?"
The back of his head sunk into the sand and he closed his eyes. "Okay, ten things I love is...One, is Kim. Two, is kissing Kim. Three, is touching Kim. Four, is making love to Kim."
She giggled. "No Justin. Those are not acceptable answers, at least give me some answers that describe what makes you."
He sighed. "Okay. Five...Singing. Six...fans. Seven...Kim. Eight...dancing. Nine...family. Ten...anything baby blue." He opened his eyes and they widened at the sight of Kim. Her long hair was blowing in his face, and his eyes would close every few seconds to avoid hair in the eye.
"You say you love dancing and anything baby blue?" She stood up and stood about a foot away from him.
"Yeah. That's what I said isn't it?" He licked his tongue at her. Not in the playful way. In the sexual way.
She put both hands on the side of her rubber waist skirt. "Good. Well you see. I learned this new dance move form 'Dave's Dancedown', and I was wondering, if you could help me identify what it is." She put her finger to her mouth innocently. "I forgot what it was called. Can you tell me the name of it?"
He winked. "Yeah, but what does that have to do with baby blue?"
She held her finger in the air. "Watch."
She slowly pulled the fabric of her skirt down her waist and she slowly moved her hips from side to side as she did this. The skirt inched lower and lower on her body.
The skirt had driven so lowly on her he began to worry if she was naked. Then he saw the rim of the baby blue bikini. She continued to lower the skirt until it fell on the ground. "You like?" She asked brushing her blowing hair out of her face.
Justin didn't say anything.
She slowly pulled up her top and then pulled it over her head. "You like?" She asked again. "I really like this bikini, I like how at the top it's a dark version of baby blue, and then it fades to light baby blue on the bottoms. "So do you like it? I bought it just because you like baby blue." She turned on each of her sides for him.
He wanted to drool but couldn't. "Uh...uh the name of that dance move is 'the fuck.'"
Kim laughed and then sat her body on the side of his. Justin started coughing because he choked on his spit, and Kim hit him across the back a few times. "You okay?"
He shook his head. "No!" He said simply. "MAJOR, MAJOR, Guy problems over here."
Kim rolled away from him. "Oh GROSS Justin! Too much information."
He put his hand up so it would basically speak for him. "I know it's sad baby. Just give me a minute I'll be alright." He closed his eyes and groaned. "That is PURE HOTNESS." He squeezed his eyes closed tighter. "PURE HOTNESS." He repeated.
"I guess Kim, and baby blue don't mix..." She said off the top of her brain.
"No they don't because sweetie when you wear it, and wear it in a bikini." He shook his head. "Words cannot describe the torture you put my body through."
"Um...okay. Maybe I should put my clothes back on." She attempted to get up.
Justin grabbed her arm. "No. D-don't. Don't do that."
She looked at his arm and almost laughed. "Justin, your shaking."
"Yeah, I'm fine. I'm okay." He was still acting strange.
"Um, okay." She sat back down and stared at him. "Come on. Are you acting? Are you joking around?"
He made a groan, laugh type sound. "Ha! I am far from acting."
She looked down at her hands. Her infamous bad habit. "Justin, is that all you see in me? My body? What if I didn't have this body, would you still love me the same."
He managed to look her in the eyes. "Kim I don't just love you for your body. And if you don't know that you better ask somebody. Do you understand? And also, you are PERFECT, Kim. Sometimes I wonder if it would be easier to love you if there was something wrong with you, but there is nothing wrong with you. You ARE the most BEAUTIFUL person I have ever saw in my entire life. That includes your personality. That includes your body...and that itself is so perfect I have..."
"Justin, I love you." She turned her head to the side.
"I love you."
It was so beautiful on the beach. It was still early in the day, so the temperature was perfect, and so was the weather. "I love beaches so much." Kim said getting up. She did several cartwheels in a row. She stopped when she remembered she was PREGNANT. For a second she forgot.
Justin was gripping himself. "Kim...don't do that honey. For my sake, just please..."
She picked her skirt up off the ground and put it on. "You are just too distracted Justin. I'm covering back up." She pulled her shirt over her head next.
She sat next to him and wrapped her arms around him. "Aw you are so cute." She kissed the side of his face. "Poor little Justy." she kissed his face again.
"Baby talk?" He turned his head towards her and kissed her lips...
(Back at the house about three AM in the morning.)
Kim woke up in the middle of the night. She felt some strange striking pain in her pelvic region. It hurt so bad, and it was throbbing, continuous surges of pain. "Ow. Owwwwwww." She moaned. She got out of the bed and used her arm to guide her across the room in the dark. The pain grew more intense. "OWWW. Ahhhh. What's wrong?" She managed to turn on the light but the pain had become unbearable and fell on the ground on her knees. Something felt like it was tearing. Something was going wrong. She started screaming and crying. "OWWWWWWWWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
Justin jumped out of the bed and he couldn't really tell what was going on but he saw Kim on the ground screaming. He was scared and didn't know what she was screaming about.
"Kim, what's wrong?" He asked. He was barely awake but was already on the brink of crying.
She tried to stand up but was clutching her lower abs in pain.
Justin started to panic. "Kim, I don't understand, baby. You must tell me what is wrong. "He looked down at her and blood was swerving down her leg. "Um...are you on your period? PMS? Can you say PMS?" He thought she was only having female problems.
"OW.OW.OW.OW. She tried to walk. "I'm bleeding? I'M BLEEDING? I'M BLEEEEEEEEDING!!!!! OH MY GOD!"
Justin squinted his eyes in confusion. "Kim, what the HELL? I'm scared. YOUR SCARING ME."
She pushed him out of the way. "Justin, go back to bed." She grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her. "Yeah...on...my...period." She grabbed her car keys off the dresser. "Be...right...back."
Justin put his hands on her shoulders to stop her . "Where are you going? Don't you think you should take care of...that first." He said, referring to her bleeding.
"JUSTIN, GO BACK TO BED AND DON'T WORRY ABOUT WHAT I SHOULD FUCKING DO. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. YOU ARE ALWAYS SMOTHERING ME. NOW GO BACK TO BED BEFORE I KICK YOUR ASS! I'LL BE BACK." What she said was harsh but it would keep him away and enable her to go to the hospital, sadly without him.
She walked as quickly as her body would allow down the stairs. "I'm losing my baby." She whispered to herself and she made it to the car in pitch blackness of the early morning.
"No, I don't know what's wrong. Please don't stick that thing in me." Kim was in the horror of a hospital room, and people were working on her left and right. Worst of all, she was getting a double dose of the internal pelvic exam. She kicked and screamed when the doctors observed her.
"Whoa. Whoa. Wait. No. No. PLEASE. I'm NOT READY...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
The doctor worked quickly.
"THAT HURTS. THAT HURTS. PLEASE. STOP. OOOOHHMMYYYGOOODD!" She tried to kick but people where holding her legs down. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME? AHHHHHHHHHH" Her screams were like ear poppers. They were that loud.
"Everything is going to be fine miss. Just calm down and let the doctor see what's going on with your baby."
"WHAT IS HE DOING TO ME?" She asked a nurse that was holding her arm down. "Please doctor, SPARE ME! Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!"
The doctor stopped working and covered his ears in pain. "DAMMIT! That damn screaming. I can't hear ANYTHING."
Several nurses were affected by her screams also. "Kim, would you like to lose your baby? If you don't stop this NONSENSE, YOUR BABY WILL DIE."
"BUT IT HURTS. THAT METAL THING HURTS." She was crying so hard. "Okay, I'll stop it." She closed her eyes and cried harder. She no longer fought the people holding her down. She just cried. That was all she could do now.
Kim in her baby-blue bikini.
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